"Don't like not Alexis." He said after a slight pause when the head scratchies ended. Then he listened idly while she mumbled off about time and worlds, curling in on herself. His ears perked and he turned to look at her.
He could feel her not wanting his pain. That was Alexis. He did not like the not Alexis that was in her. He could get it out. He could... if he could remember. He coughed again and this time the blood that came was more than before.
He needed to deal with this first. So, scooting next to Alexis, he took comfort in her closeness. He took comfort in her not being alone - just like he had after she came back to her room when he had forgotten. The loneliness had hurt. And Gale saw himself curled up, reflected in Alexis' actions.
Shifting her hands around, he curled up next to her side, closed his eyes and decided to figure out how his powers worked again.
He could feel the well - could feel the power stored inside. It didn't completely fill the well, for some was used to keep back the more painful memories. Carefully, he drew it up. Fumbled, dropped the power. With a huff of irritation that it wasn’t going his way, the boy tried again, getting some up this time. Good. Tossing it about made things explode. Now… could he use it to look inside himself to find what was wrong. He took a deep breath and tried diving lower. There – in that mental level of his mind, looking at the inside of his eyelids. All black except for the red stripe of light.
Down some more – through his mouth and throat and to his lungs and chest. Feeling, not seeing and seeing. The black floor and red strip of power and light. Seeing his lungs, the fleshy sack, lined with red and blue, filling with blood from a rib that punctured it like a sword. More ribs floating about like satellites, the body keeping the afloat. He opened his eyes and remembered the double vision of power seeing and normal seeing.
He could see his lungs and with each pitiful throb of the muscle, red filling it. He could see himself yanking up his shirt, seeing bruise the color of rotten fruit and carrion.
Eyes closed again and back to the inside. That bit of power. So little and delicate. Carefully harnessed it, strapping around the lung. Slowly. Tug. Tug tug. The rib came out to float elsewhere in his body. And he induced a coughing fit, hacking and crying out as blood, now unhindered, flowed into his lung, gushing to fill the hollowness. He cried out and coughed and hacked, blood now spraying to the ground from his mouth and nose. He was drowning. He was drowning in his own body.
Don’t panic. Don’t panic.
He didn’t panic. Instead, he closed off the hole. A tiny shield, not know what it was. Weaving it through the muscle of the lung, supporting it as well as weaving to create a gateway. Strands going down, up, across, diagonal, weaving to create a blanket akin to the muscle. Stopping up the hole, no more blood seeped in and he stopped drowning, coughing up the red water that remained.
When he opened his eyes again, he found himself sprawled out on the floor of the wagon, a puddle of blood down his face and on the wooden floor. It still hurt, but he had stopped drowning himself.