Alexis was rather quiet for a few moments. It took a while for everything that she had said to sink in. She hadn’t thought about it like that really before…. Surprisingly, a small grin rose on her face, “Thanks Pala, but you don’t have to worry about me… But it’s nice to know you don’t hate me. It was hard knowing for a while, with you constantly trying to get away from me, saying I was cursed to have horrible things follow me around, one starts to figure that they’re not liked…… eh heh….” Her smile slid away by the expression on the older woman’s face, who clearly didn’t look amused.
“….” Alexis leaned up against a tree, glancing off at nothing for a moment, as if trying to think of words to say. Her hand settled on the lump on her head, trying to massage the painful point that it and Pala were making. “I think I may… In some way at least… Know where you’re coming from… But… it’s… it’s complicated…” Alexis trailed off, hoping that she’d stop giving her the look. Oh how she hated the look. Damn she was still giving her the look.
“……I suppose your have some point… From where it stands… From your point of view… it does sound idiotic…. But… *sigh* It’s not like that… For the longest time we were just allies of sorts in the whole mess on Fragment. Then… it became… something more… and… it was nice…” Alexis paused for another long moment. “But then… the part you’ve probably heard bits and pieces of… That’s where things sorta hit a rough patch… Since most acts could look bad and be good at the same time… Depending on where loyalties lie… Doubt the TM’s listening in all the way out here… But what do I know… I’ve never been in a war, much less… heh….” Alexis muttered a little to herself under her breath as she slid down from her shaky legs to the ground. “If I get my way… after this war I’d go to a place where that would never happen again… My problem is that I don’t like waiting I suppose…”
“Honestly… He’s either really good or really bad for Gale right now… He rescued the kid in a rather horrific way… but knowing who was involved… Knowing her far too well… Gale would have been dead otherwise… poor kid….” Alexis’ fingers began to tug and play with her necklace as she talked. “For the few months I’ve known him… I know that Gale loves him like family… more so than he ever liked me… but that’s fine… it’s good for him to have someone that cares about him… But I suppose the only thing that I can’t agree with you on is… The woman from your world? She was probably helpless, wasn’t able to, in her mind at least, fend off the blows. If Coden, or your man from your village was two faced… I suppose I am as well… We each have a darker side we try to hide.... You think people aren’t safe around him? I don’t think they’re safe around me.”
Alexis didn’t say much else, besides cradling her aching head with her hands, frustrated that she couldn’t fix the cut that refused to clot. “….Would you have any idea how to make this stop bleeding?”
“….” Alexis leaned up against a tree, glancing off at nothing for a moment, as if trying to think of words to say. Her hand settled on the lump on her head, trying to massage the painful point that it and Pala were making. “I think I may… In some way at least… Know where you’re coming from… But… it’s… it’s complicated…” Alexis trailed off, hoping that she’d stop giving her the look. Oh how she hated the look. Damn she was still giving her the look.
“……I suppose your have some point… From where it stands… From your point of view… it does sound idiotic…. But… *sigh* It’s not like that… For the longest time we were just allies of sorts in the whole mess on Fragment. Then… it became… something more… and… it was nice…” Alexis paused for another long moment. “But then… the part you’ve probably heard bits and pieces of… That’s where things sorta hit a rough patch… Since most acts could look bad and be good at the same time… Depending on where loyalties lie… Doubt the TM’s listening in all the way out here… But what do I know… I’ve never been in a war, much less… heh….” Alexis muttered a little to herself under her breath as she slid down from her shaky legs to the ground. “If I get my way… after this war I’d go to a place where that would never happen again… My problem is that I don’t like waiting I suppose…”
“Honestly… He’s either really good or really bad for Gale right now… He rescued the kid in a rather horrific way… but knowing who was involved… Knowing her far too well… Gale would have been dead otherwise… poor kid….” Alexis’ fingers began to tug and play with her necklace as she talked. “For the few months I’ve known him… I know that Gale loves him like family… more so than he ever liked me… but that’s fine… it’s good for him to have someone that cares about him… But I suppose the only thing that I can’t agree with you on is… The woman from your world? She was probably helpless, wasn’t able to, in her mind at least, fend off the blows. If Coden, or your man from your village was two faced… I suppose I am as well… We each have a darker side we try to hide.... You think people aren’t safe around him? I don’t think they’re safe around me.”
Alexis didn’t say much else, besides cradling her aching head with her hands, frustrated that she couldn’t fix the cut that refused to clot. “….Would you have any idea how to make this stop bleeding?”